I used to put so much pressure on myself at the beginning of projects, and working under pressure can be a good thing (to some extent) but the kind of pressure I would put on myself was filled with expectations, and attachment to certain outcomes, at certain times; again just another form of imbalance. I could never BE with my project, rather I was way too ahead of myself, looking at how quickly I could finish ( which I really never would finish because the way I worked was never sustainable). Now I ponder, "Why do I want to finish so quickly anyways?

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